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new lj [15 Aug 2004|08:54am] I got the internet at my house now. I'm starting over with a new lj and everything. crashinghope. Go add it if you want. 1 picked me up when I was down

ugh [26 Jun 2004|12:00am] Tracey's suing me for the car accident - $100,000. I had to write a letter to the insurance company. Made me cry my eyes out. Soo depressed. Here it is... To whom it may concern: I would like to tell my version of how things happened regarding to the car accident on September 9, 2002. I was never given the opportunity to tell anyone what really happened. An officer asked me one time but I was too overwhelmed and confused by what was going on to tell him at that time. I was also in severe pain because I had very bad injuries. No witnesses were ever questioned and the truth never came out. On the night of September 9,2002 I was traveling towards I-75 on Toledo Blade Blvd. when I asked the passenger in my car, Tracey Puskac, to stop putting her feet up on the window ledge and put her seat belt on ,but she refused. Shortly after, I stopped behind a Ford Explorer at a red light to turn left onto Price Blvd. When the turn signal turned green the explorer in front of me went and I proceeded behind it. While turning I suddenly saw a white truck coming towards me, head on. I tried to stop but it was too late. The next things I remember is my head slamming into the steering wheel. Tracey and I both started screaming for help. Someone stopped and came to the car to try to help us out. I was too hurt to get out of the car and I had to wait for an ambulance to get there. Tracey, on the other hand, got out of the car on her own. The only thing she was upset about was where her cell phone was. When she found it she walked over to the edge of the road sat down, and called someone. She just kept saying she wanted to go home. She had no trouble walking and didn't complain of any injuries until the ambulance got there and gave her attention suggesting she should go get checked out just incase. It was then that her ankle kind of hurt but that was all. I was airlifted from the scene of the accident to Bayfront Medical Center. I was in the hospital for 2 months and had no way of fighting this case. By the time I got out of the hospital I was still in a wheel chair, and was focusing on getting better. I wanted to put this behind me and move on. I have no problem living a full active life now, although my condition was far move severe than Tracey Puskac. To conclude my letter, I would just like to say that I know for a fact that this car accident was not my fault. I hope this information can be of use to you. 7 picked me up when I was down

u miss me and I know it.. [23 Apr 2004|05:07pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Kayne West - All Falls Down ] Yah I doubt half of you miss or remember me but I just feel like writing. My journal is pretty much inactive. Deal with it. I have no time and no computer so if you want to talk to me you have to call me and most likely on my cell. If you want the number email me. A couple weeks ago I went up to Daytona with my friends Ryan and Seth and Mike of course. We had a kick ass hotel room. It had 2 seperate rooms and a kitchen/living room. I could definately live there and wake up looking out on the beach every day. Seth got a lot of money some how so we pretty much did whatever we felt like without worrying. It was so nice. I tried "X" for the first time and in a way I regret it but then I don't. I worried about everything when I did it and I freaked out really bad but Mike took care of me and we did have some fun... I know I shouldn't have done it but I'm young and I'm aloud to do some stupid things. We chugged some Mike's hard lemonaide the next night and got pretty drunk. We had to drink ALOT of them though. I get really weird and funny when I'm drunk and it's just a good way to relax. I hardly ever drink but once in awhile it's ok. Mike and I got approved for our appartment and we move in July 1st or sooner. So we're just trying to save up the money to move and get furinture and dishes and all that shit. It's gonna be really hard but we can do it. I know we can because it seems like we can do anything as long as we're together. We're just so in love it's crazy. I can't wait to marry him August 20th! I'm a waitress at IHOP now and I absolutely hate it but it pays my bills so I deal with it. Soon I'll be my own boss cuz Mike's parents are giving us a pet store to run on our own and it will be our own thing. They have a store so they're kinda starting a chain. I'm really excited about everything. I just can't wait to move there. YOU ALL NEED TO CALL ME SOON!! I miss you girls sooo much. Leave lots of love!! 7 picked me up when I was down

my heart can't take it anymore [19 Mar 2004|01:03pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | Mario Winans - I don't wanna know ] Somebody said they saw you The person you were kissing wasn't me And I would never ask you I just kept it to myself I don't want to know If you're playin' me Keep it on the low Cuz my heart cant take it anymore And if you're creepin' Please don't let it show Oooh baby, I don't want to know I think about it when I hold you And lookin' in your eyes I can't believe I don't need to know the truth Baby, keep it to yourself I don't want to know If you're playin' me Keep it on the low Cuz my heart cant take it anymore And if you're creepin' Please don't let it show Oooh baby, I don't want to know Did heshe touch you better than me Did he watch you fall asleep Say you walk away Don't talk to me Ooh don't tell me If you're better off that way All that I can say Stay away from me I think that pretty much sums up everything that's going on right now. I took Mike's cell to work last night and the night before. Girls have been sending him text messages saying I love you and shit. I wanna know what's going on. I went online to talk to them but their sn's weren't on. So if any of you wanna check and see if blazzinbaby23 or gwbuggys are on and look up their info or something and try to see what's up and call me (if you got my number) or leave me messages on here I'd really appreciate it. My heart is really borken. I give him a place to live and sacrifice everything I have for him and I wanna know what's up with this. Just updating made me start crying again. I love girls. I know I haven't been there for all of you lately but I need support really bad right now. I'm starting to feel like I just wanna die. :*( 10 picked me up when I was down

It's been forever!* [19 Feb 2004|06:58pm] [ mood | devious ] I don't have a computer anymore so I can hardly ever update or comment to anyone. If that's a problem you can take me off your friends list.Sorry babes :( My mom didn't end up kicking us out. But she is selling the house, so we'll be moving soon.We're gonna move back to DeLand so Mike can have his store back and I can get a chance to start over because I can't stand Northport anymore. Plus we found some real nice, cheap apartments there. I can't wait to be living on my own. Me and Mike are getting along real good now. We weren't for a little while but everything's ok now. We had a good Valentine's Day. I got my tongue repeirced, and Mike took me out to dinner. I gave him an Xbox. He's buying me shoes and he paid for my tongue. We're just so in love it's unbelievable. You'll never believe what we do for work... deliver papers.Yep we work 2am-5am every day and get paid $300 a week so it's not bad for only working a few hours. I'm looking for a second job so we can get some extra money while we're here and I can get some experience so it'll be easier to get a job when we move. And when we get enough money saved I'm gonna go to college for nursing like I've always wanted. So, it seems like life is kinda working out. I love you girls and sorry I'm such a shitty friend but if you need me call me ANYTIME. I miss all of you! 4 picked me up when I was down

Bye for awhile <3 [15 Jan 2004|09:59pm] My mom is kicking me and Mike out of the house because we got in a fight. Matt (her boyfriend who I hate) tried to hit my little brother. I flipped on her. She picks Matt over her kids which makes me so fucking mad. But whatever. I have no clue where me and Mike will go so I don't know when I'll ever be able to update again. Plus, my computer is broken at home. So I'm at my grandparents house. That's why I haven't updated in so long. If you wanna talk to me you can call my cell phone. I'll put the number in a friends only post after this. I love all you girls <3 4 picked me up when I was down

nothing's ever perfect [02 Jan 2004|05:45pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | Walked right outta heaven ] HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE. Yah, I know I'm late. What did you all do? I stayed home with Mike and Ryan came over and we drunk that new Bacardi 151 Rum. Ooooh man does it burn going down but only for the first 2 shots. You get fucked up so quick. I don't think I've ever been so drunk before in my life. I don't remember half the stuff I did but my mom gave me this graffe from Toys R Us that talks when you press its ear and Mike + Ryan said I kept pressing it and it was saying "Have you hugged your giraffe today?" and I was squezing it really tight everytime it said that. And then I went outside with Mike and we were talking and I just all of a sudden felt too tired to walk anymore so I laid down in the driveway. Just good times. The best new years I've had because it was my first one actually being with Mike. My mom went away to Pleasure Island in Orlando last night with her boyfriend. She's supposed to come back some time tonight. Me and Mike pretty much had the house to ourselves. Fun fun fun. I can't wait till we have our own place. I just hope we both find jobs soon! Other than that things have been going good. Except I kind of feel like I don't have any friends anymore. All I have is Mike. All my friends just don't really talk to me or call or anything. Like not you guys but my friends that live here. They've all ditched me because Mike's here. It makes me really upset but oh well. We watched American Wedding today. I love that movie. So funny. I've been reading this book that I got for xmas called "The Fierce People", it's such a good book. It's kinda weird and I didn't even wanna read it at first but it's really good. And that's pretty much it. I love you girls <3 [EDIT] Omg I forgot one of the biggest things that happened. The other day my brother,Troy, went to play kick ball at his friend Jake's house with his friend Jimmy and this kid Jeff who's 14 was over there. Troy kicked the ball and Jeff tried to catch it but dropped it. He called him butterfingers just joking around and the kid put my brother in a head lock, threw him to the ground, and repeatedly punched him the ribs. My brother has 3 badly bruised ribs that were almost broken. Troy is 10 Jeff is 14. I was so pissed I wanted to go beat that little kids ass my self. My mom went and talked to his parents but they just told us to leave. So she called the cops and they said all they can do is talk to the kid cause it's just little boys fighting and boys will be boys. Ugh, just writing about it makes me get all pissed off again! [/EDIT] 10 picked me up when I was down

Hey girlies!* [30 Dec 2003|01:32pm] [ mood | loved ] I have so much to update about. First off, my journal isn't friends only anymore. I just don't see the point, I have nothing to hide and I'm not afraid of what anyone has to say. Second, Mike moved in last Sunday. Things are so much better for me now. We're even closer than we were before and I didn't think that was possible. I love him so much. Things are a little different living together and I think sometimes we get on each others nerves but we can do it. We got in a fight last night but eh, everyone fights and everythings all better now. I got in a fight with the manager at my work because we were really busy on Christmas and she said to me "I can't take this, this is why I hire people but I should no better than to hire worthless people like you" and she was yelling at me and telling my this girl Jenelle quit because of me but she didn't even quit because of anything that had to do with me. So I left. I couldn't put up with her. Me and Mike are both looking for jobs now. Hopefully we'll find something soon. I really missed you girls and I'm gonna try to catch up on all your journals now <3 7 picked me up when I was down

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